Voices of the Past Haunts Once Again

This girl is someone I just got to meet over the Internet and soon through Eyeballs. Eyeballs allow you to meet the actual person and then take it from there on what you want to do next. Take it to the next level or simply stay as friends.

Apparently I did have plans to take it to the next level but nothing really materialized. She was too tied with her work and ever so often when I wanted to see her, she was always on field or with a client. Not being selfish like other men, I just took it all in stride and left everything floating.

Everything died down apparently and while it did hurt at first, I was able to let it go and accept the fact that it is just another fantasy chapter in my life. There are times when I tried to rekindle the fire but nothing really happened. Perhaps she was just someone that was not really meant for me.

Last year was the last chance. She had wanted to meet up. There was a date set. And like a fool as before I acknowledged. Again, she was a no show and everything died down. From then on I just said this is nuts.

Today I got a text from her. A weird one which I just ignored. And then she called and said it wasn’t for me. I said it was ok and apparently she wanted to make a conversation out of it. I kept mum and just said I was driving and that I had my family with me. With that in cue she said sorry and goodbye.

Unlike before, I felt sorry for her. But now, I don’t think I should be. We had all the opportunity to hit it off. But apparently she just didn’t care. Well, right now, all I care is about what I have. Past is past and the present needs a lot of my attention.

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